(Sunday, December 21, 2008-)
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# Christmarredquerade
Well, that was it. I tried close to my best. I guess I may have rested too heavily on circumstances. Could have pushed for that extra mile. In my mind, it's engraved. What should have been. What could have been. Communication was perhaps the biggest failure. To transfer from my mind to another's. Gotta learn the fact that nobody else really functions like me. Need to know how to transfer info without it being lost in between.
I don't blame the comm. They did as far as they knew how. Many things I knew could have been done were not done, and that's where as a leader, I guess I failed to transfer my know-how of how to run an event to them.
Then I'm quite sure pride had an issue to play with it. The comm crumbled from 11 to 10, to 9, to 7, to 6. And I didn't get help. And in the end, I don't know what I did as co-chair, if I even acted like one. I passed out so many roles to others that I don't even know what I did for this event. I only know publicity I printed two week's posters, and the can drink one which was taken down and the signages for today. Other than that, don't think I did any other work... hmmm...
Anyway, this seems to be a self bashing session.
In the end, only one question MUST be answered. God, how do You feel?
I'm happy that there were salvations, and perhaps, even without Christ-marred-querade, they would have been saved at whatever service that today had. The only way to find out is to ask Him myself. So bye bye, and see you guys again. Im free Monday... roar....
the story ends like this;
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