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(Sunday, June 29, 2008-)
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# I just feel like blogging
A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans: Trust me, you wouldn't want to be around when that happens!
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: Revival in NUS
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Ans: Purely imaginary, as opposed to my real wedding :p
#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Ans: Nope, he's obviously the devil (go figure :)
#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Ans: Loves God passionately, honest, good talker AND listener! caring, sweet, witty, friendly, and the list goes on...
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans: Loving someone!
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Ans: As long as God puts that person on hold
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ans: Bash myself with a book, preferably boy meets girl, and go to the mountain and cry, pray, whine, pray, and come out a changed man
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ans: Myself!
#10 Do you know Jesus loves you?
Ans: The real question is, do YOU know Jesus loves YOU?
#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ans: By taking a picture of myself now, storing it in a cool and dry place, and taking it out again in 10 years time (=
#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: Cell group and friends. Aiya.. this kind of question, when I answer, sure kena scolding for leaving out some people. So i shall be wiser than that. Unless of course im attached lar, then this would be much easier to answer. Or of course, I could give the cliche answer and say God, but then again, that defeats the purpose of me doing this sort of thing, which is to think of the wackiest, yet true answers my brain can think of. And guess what, i think u're wondering what im doing writing 2 million lines for one question right? Guess what, neither do i! So i shall proceed! WHEE~~
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ans: Haha! no one tagged me, but i stole it from a student who has left an impact on my life (=
#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Ans: Single and rich. I love my wife too much to put her through a lifetime of misery and lack. Cuz God is a God of abundance!!
#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: Make my hand gravitate towards my handphone and press snooze.
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Nope, i would do some taking as well (=
#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: Dream on im gonna answer this sort of questions and get sabo-ed for the rest of the week.
#19 What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Honest, friendly, talkative, peculiar :D, God-loving, dedicated, disciplined, real, wah... ok lar. dun put too long a list, later no one wanna be my friend :S
#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Haha, if i answer this, people would wonder if i had a brain in the first place...
Ok.. that's about it. I feel quite sad not that many original answers. But quite happy with the few witty ones!! Hehe! If u dun understand them, admit u r WOLS and i'll explain it to you. haha :p
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# My Home Kingdom (temp=)
We are pleased to inform you that your accommodation application has been SELECTED.
You are offered to stay in:
PRINCE GEORGE'S PARK
Your room is:
BLK 18 #2-J
Unit Mailing Address #02-26-J
And for the extra ppl, jz scrap the previous post
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+8:23 PM]*
# When the night has come
When the music fades, and all is stripped away,
And I simply come, longing just to bring,
Something that's of worth,
That will bless Your heart
When the hype is gone, and reality shows it's head,
Then I close my eyes, longing to be back,
In that sweet embrace,
Where my heart felt safe (=
Don't think anyone would understand this post (as joy would put it, cheeminosity), but well, since i dun believe in private blogs (haha lesze!), i shall just use my own language (=
Dalam hidup ini, melihat pencapaian para rakan yang berjuang, menara pencakar langit yang telah dibina. Memandang balik pada hidup saya, memang pedih, hatiku yang kesunyian. Tidak dinafikan, pencapaian yang telah dicapai, perjuangan yang telah tamat. Tetapi, melihat pula pada pencapaian orang lain, rasa iri hati yang membara, pudar 'pabila kufikirkan punca sebenarnya. Apa yang kuingin, kutahu bukan apa yang Mu mahu untuk ku. Sukarnya menafikan keinginan dalaman, hati yang kesunyian, yang inginkan rasa cinta semula. Dikasihi dan mengasihi semula. Untuk berasa istimewa, untuk membina memori rahsia bersama. Tuhan, kutahu, Kau memang boleh memenuhi rasa hatiku yang kesunyian ini. Tetapi, betapa malunya saya, yang katakan setiap Sabtu yang Kau segala yang kuperlukan, tetapi insan dalaman pula menjerit untuk dampingan teman istimewa. Ku inginkan Mu menjadi segala yang kuperlukan, segalanya. Namun, rasa kesunyian dan kesepian ini memang tidak dapat dinafikan. Ku lihat orang pertama (A), dia memang luar biasa, dan hakikatnya, dia memang seorang yang ku rasakan memang sejiwa. Tetapi kebenaran memberitahuku, membisik, yang terbaik akan datang dari-Nya. Orang kedua (X), entah apa yang telah berlaku. Komunikasi yang lenyap, dan pencapaian untuk seketika dan pergelutan dan masalah telah menjauhkan kita. Tidak lagi seperti era pra-perperiksaan. Kini, walaupun tingkap MSN terbuka, kata-kata tidak lagi diluahkan dengan bebas. Persahabatan telah menjadi menjengkel. Bagaimana ianya terjadi? Orang ketiga (Y), sejak konflik dengan orang pertama, dan kata-kata yang "salah" dan "berbisa", persahabatan pun telah tukar. Kini kulihat kau seperti orang yang cuba mendapat kedua-dua orang pertama dan kedua. Tambahan pula, telah terbatas kebebasan di NUS.
Tambahan pula, orang keempat, dari diriku sendiri, ya,memang pemberian Tuhan, telah menjadi masalah yang rumit. Tidak lagi mendengar arahan atau nasihat, apa yang mampu ku buat. Saya tahu, berdoa, tetapi, mengapa ku tidak lakukan?
Fikiran ku balik kepada kesunyian.
Bila muzik pudar, dan segalanya ditanggalkan,
Dan ku datang, teringin membawa,
Sesuatu yang bermakna,
Yang memberkati hatiMu,
Ku bawa lebih 'pada lagu,
Kerana lagu bukan apa yang Kau ingin,
Kau memeriksa lebih dalam,
Lebih dalam 'pada keadaan,
Kau melihat ke dalam hatiku,
Ku kembali kepada hati sejati,
Pabila segalanya tentangMu,
Segalanya tentangMu, Yesus,
Ku kesal atas segala yang kujadikan,
Pabila segalanya tentangMu,
Segalanya tentangMu, Yesus.
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+7:59 AM]*
# Im In Busyness
It's 8am and im awake. I woke up at 7am, but only slept at 3plus. It was a long and exciting night.
Let's start with the day first. Had tuition, which im slowly starting to survive. Ok that doesn't quite make sense. Anyway, moving on from that, I got to preparing my sharing for Pre-Service Prayer (PSP), which was good, doubtless God helped me through it, both the prep and delivery. Though it may have seemed great, I know it could have been better. I wish I had a second chance at delivering it, though it would feel different doing it again, but, I know it could be so much better!
But still, above all, praise God, He was gracious enough to have used me to impact at least some of the people there. Most with information and inspiration, and a more select few with incarnation (=
Now on to service. Praise and worship was awesome. Somehow it had that conference feel!! Awesome~~ With some retro songs, and some ancient ones, it was a God-led and driven mix (=
Then on to the message, Rachael was definitely in her home turf (pun intended). Was quite impacted by the breadth of God's love. I had a piclens sort of image in my mind of the different aspects of God's love. And also the revelation that God's love has 4-dimensions. Yes, scientifically speaking, one is a repeat. Length, breadth, depth and height. Yes, for the sciency among us, u would have noticed height and depth are actually two ends of the same dimension. But guess what, that's because God takes extra care for this dimension. He would go to the lowest pits of life to prove His love deeper still, AND for those who have been faithful in Him, His love is still higher. There's ALWAYS more of God's love, we'll never fully understand everything there is to know. And that's something that mattered to me.
Service ended at around 12-ish but we cleared out only around 1am. There were deliverances, prayer, healing of hearts. If you think that the spiritual realm is unreal, can I invite you to YA service? There were actual manifestation of demons, and the BEST PART, the CASTING OUT of demons, which is what we are given authority to do! There were people's hearts that were filled with God's love, and tissue boxes were free-flow.
So if you want proof that there is a God and a spiritual realm, i cordially invite you to YA service next next week (= Cuz this coming saturday, we're doing an outreach in Bedok for underprivileged kids (=
Gotta go church now, and sing Because You Loved Me for Parents Day! Ciaoz!!!
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(Tuesday, June 24, 2008-)
+11:52 PM]*
# SOAP Opera
Okay, it's been 3 wonderful days of SOAP. Let's call it episode 3. So far, let me recap how the things have been..
Episode 1 - A Lesson on Self Pity [Part I - the dangers of self pity]
Episode 2 - A Lesson on Self Pity [Part II - how to break through]
Episode 3 - A Lesson from the Wall of Beth Shan
Episode 4 - A Lesson from Endor and Gethsemane
Episode 5 - A Lesson on the Pursuit of Enlightenment
Episode 6 - A Lesson on Loyalty [new!]
Episode 7 - Coming soon....
Monday was quite possibly the best day of my holiday, in the non-spiritual sense. Went People's Park, had simple/fast lunch, Penelope-ed, Bugis-ed, Pepper Lunch Express-ed (which I still haven paid for...), KUNGFU PANDA-ed!! (which I STILL haven paid for either) and then came home. Was seriously high after kungfu panda lar... It's such a nice show... Love the emotional roller coaster, the stupid logic, the departure of Master OOGWAY, the (spoiled) "nothing is the secret ingredient", the (also spoiled) "vase that holds the spirit of the entire tenchu army", the wushi finger hold, and the NOT spoiled ending where Shifu doesn't die. Oh, the "i didn't get it the first time either" dragon scroll was quite funny too. And i loved the stilts and woks part too...
OK OK, shall stop going on about it, but needless to say, KFP is the best movie so far this year! Except a certain "Darth Vader" was trying to destroy it... haha!
And today was also quite interesting. Went to NUS, ate BK, talked about KFP and.. yes, more importantly NUS PGP VCF! Most likely gonna help as MNE Coord, and have a few projects lined up already. Most likely not crashing LPC, (sorry for all the short forms, not important anyway).
Had missions meeting, which starts to pile on the stress of the workshops. Need to prepare devotion lists too. But it's becoming more exciting. For those of you who are actually interested in what Kenneth is going to do from 4th to 8th July, here's some simple details
Date : 4th to 8th July 2008 (duhh...)
Place : Chennai, India
Assignment : Prayer coordinator, official scribe, Bible study workshop co-planner, games helper and everything else God wants to do through me in Chennai
Flight : TR638
Return : TR639 (wow!)
okays, it's my FIRST mission trip, not as excited as i want to be, but it's gonna be challenging. Taken my typhoid and flu jabs already. Maybe Darth Vader will pass me her malaria pills, if she finds them where she last hid them on the Death Star. Dun feel too confident about the Bible Study workshop.. cuz .. well, they're apparently quite well versed in these sort of stuff... And im supposed to do follow-up... which im like... not exactly the pro in... GOD HELP ME!!
Tmr is movie and cycling day for cell. Movie is Narnia, Cycling is by Mian. My FIRST night cycling event!! WHen was the last time u did something for the first time? Well, this month is night cycling, next month... GO TO INDIA!!!!!
Ok ok, this is getting nowhere and lame. Lesze, hope u have read this, and if u're bored, u can read this post again... and again... and again..... oh.. and again! hehe!
Joy.. what's with the KennuFF?? where did that come from laaa?
Mission Team!! - JIAYOUZ!! FRIDAY is gonna be a full mega crazy day!
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(Monday, June 23, 2008-)
+12:26 AM]*
# S.O.A.P.
Hello, long time no hear from me eh?
So what's with the S.O.A.P. title? Well, i jz did one of my most powerful sessions today. I got a totally powerful revelation from 1 Samuel 27:1. Too bad for Shujing who happened to walk into my path right after i got my MEGA momentum from soap-ing and she got banged head on! Haha, so some momentum has transfered over to her. However, didn't quite feel like that was all the word was purposed for, there's this feeling God wants me to share it with someone. As the powerhouse a.k.a. SJ reminded me that gifts are meant for people. And this revelation was absolutely nothing of me but just God being faithful to the ministry He confirmed for me as a Teacher and so now im looking for who else wants a piece of this revelation.
What's it about? Well, the theme for this revelation/mini-sermon is Self-Pity. How does it link to this verse?
1 But David thought to himself, "One of these days I will be destroyed by the hand of Saul. The best thing I can do is to escape to the land of the Philistines. Then Saul will give up searching for me anywhere in Israel, and I will slip out of his hand."
Well, if you are going through self-pity, wallowing and rolling around in the dirt and you're looking for a word from God, tag me or sms me and im MORE THAN HAPPY to share with you the revelation. Even if you're jz curious, ask me on MSN (=
It's not complete yet cuz im still figuring out the ending part of it. That's for tmr's soap i guess.
To Benjamin Amaldas - hello!
To Lizzie - pls dun bring Joy here also yarr.. :p
God, thank You for being so faithful in just revealing Your Word to me. The rhema word is really so precious to me, as it reminds me once again, that not only are You alive, but so is the truth that Your Word is alive and is STILL useful for TEACHING! God I pray You begin to give me the Word of Knowledge to know who to impart this spiritual revelation to. Guide me, I wanna love those You love, just the way You love them. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN!
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(Saturday, June 14, 2008-)
+1:49 PM]*
# Church Camp
p = mv
That would sum up the church camp quite well. But for this camp, quite isn't good enough is it? I would love to say this camp saw a MEGA SUPERNATURAL move of God, but I can't. God did move in the supernatural, that's for sure, with healings and the gift of healing being awakened/exercised/utilized, words of knowledge were released and many other cool stuff. Like momentum (=
Well for me, i didn't quite get so much f a breakthrough like many people got. On the last day, the final altar call, i would say i lost something rather than gained. I lost emotions/feelings. It was quite obviously the final altar call, and i wanted to receive something from God, not sure what, but i surely wanted something, and as I was about to reach the altar area... suddenly a surge of peace came in. That peace actually wiped out every tear, all emo-ness, all the feeeeelings, the atmosphere. Everything became still as it was. It was obviously just me cuz everyone else was like on their knees/crying/being prayed for... and I just stood there, emotionless, and everything just seemed to stop. No feelings or hype or anything. Except i continued to enjoy the free worship. Stepped over to the other side, did some close reflection and that was about it for the altar call. Nothing spectacular happened. No hype, no emotions, just me enjoying worshiping and praising God.
Okay, nothing spectacular doesn't actually mean nothing spectacular happened. Im weird and I know it :p There are a few things i learnt, but most importantly, I'm sure of my calling (=
Whee~~~!!! Another milestone :)
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(Sunday, June 8, 2008-)
+11:36 PM]*
# God's Kingdom
The concept of salvation never quite felt that clear. I knew why He did it, but I never truly understood what we needed to do. I admit that I thought i knew ALL about Matthew 6:33. Then the man of God comes along and gives you the "light" and you just feel so humbled once again.
Well... I always knew the fall of man happened when man disobeyed God, but I never stopped to think what exactly did we disobey that was that bad. I knew it was a direct disobedience of God's instructions not to eat the fruit. But I always thought because of that one sin, all mankind is doomed. Actually, yes that has some truth in it, but as the man of God would say, the truth is actually simpler than that. We are separated from God because we are STILL eating the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Or more accurately, eating the fruit of the right to decide what is right and wrong.
And when we choose to play god, God can't do His job as god to keep us from our impending doom. After all, since we chose to be gods, why don't we just save ourselves, if we were indeed able to?
Yup, anyway, a few songs of the day
All Day - the youth alive version
Allelulia - from the City Harvest album
Yup, that's about it for now. It's dry run tmr, then church camp. Bring the latter on!
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(Thursday, June 5, 2008-)
+12:43 AM]*
# You'll Come
It's song of the day once again (=
YOU’LL COME
(Hosea 6) Brooke Fraser 2007
Verse 1
I have decided I have resolved
To wait upon you Lord
My rock and redeemer shall not be moved
I'll wait upon you Lord
Prechorus
As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
As certain as the dawn appears
Chorus
You'll come let your glory fall
As you respond to us
Spirit reign
Flood into our thirsty hearts again
Verse 2
We are not shaken we are not moved
We wait upon you Lord
Our Mighty deliverer my triumph and truth
I'll wait upon you Lord
Bridge
Chains be broken
Lives be healed
Eyes be opened
Christ is revealed
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+12:03 AM]*
# I ...
I hate low blows.. 40%...
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